What does a shamanic mama do when her son receives a pretty serious diagnosis? She goes on a shamanic journey to Spirit world to ask for insight.
I did this on the evening that our son received the diagnosis. And I received a gift of seeing my son as an adult.
He is strong, healthy, charismatic, grounded, fully present. Inspiring others. Fully engaged with life and living his life purpose.
He’s going to be just fine. I just know it. And when I go into fear or doubt, I am able to anchor myself back to the truth of the vision that I received. The vision was powerful and strong.
Nonetheless, I’ve been going through bouts of grieving. I’ve been grieving the loss of the original dream of Moses coming out of all of the health difficulties that he’s been having.
I spoke to my shamanic teacher about this. I wanted to “be positive about this”, to hold on to my original dream. I haven’t been completely present with my grieving process.
She held space for me while I let a wave of grief pass through me. And I felt lighter on the other side of it.
She gently told me that the grieving process that I am going through is perfectly natural. I need to let go of my original dream. And, letting go of the original dream doesn’t necessary mean that he won’t get better. Letting go of the original dream will allow a new dream, an even more expansive dream, to take its place.